uw white whines
Now it’s 1 AM, I’m not even doing any work anymore, just sitting here watching FNL instead of being in, you know, BED.[…]Why I can’t wait until after grades are in to start behaving this way I do not know, but I really hope it doesn’t end up fucking my life too much.
I have six papers to write. Instead of doing them, I spent all night working on stupid NGO stuff that didn’t have to be done because I’m super OCD about it. I’M GOING TO FAIL COLLEGE. kbai
I ran into luminosa at the library, where I am also doing an all-nighter. She’s typing furiously on her laptop.
People keep coughing near me in the library, and now that swine flu has hit Milwaukee (apparently), I’m having all kinds of irrational, worried thoughts: I’m feeling hotter, am I feeling hotter? I’m kind of tired, my whole body is tired—you idiot you’re pulling an all-nighter! For a second I covered my mouth with my hand as a I computed. My secret superiority complex tells me I’ll be fine: You grew up on a farm, you raised swine in 4-H for years, these city-slickers have nothing on you. And don’t think you’re being irrationally smug by thinking like this; if you think you’re healthy, you will be healthier. And don’t doubt that last point, as dubious as it is.
